Laughing

Today all my feelings hit me all at once,
when I found out that you understood.
It feels as though I am suffering from this punch,
the bad sticks out but I manage to find some good.

After we found out we had the same thought,
we laughed till we cried.
I'm surprised we didn't get caught,
we laughed so hard I almost died.

My lips are numb,
my stomach aches.
Memories...I remember some,
pain, not memories, is what time takes.

Now I greet the day with a smile,
trying to never frown.
Even though some people are so vile,
In my smiles they'll drown.

An Angel Named Quiao/Carlo

I have the greatest friend on earth
Sisters/Brothers by god but not by birth
I owe her/him a lot for all she/he has done for me
Without her/him in my life I am not sure where I'd be
We will be close friends forever until we die
We have certain jokes that no one would understand but her/him and I
Together we share our life story
We look for good in others glory
She/He is amazing every single day
I admire and look up to her/him in every way
She/He understands me and I don't have to explain
She/He brings her sunshine to the rain
Someone sent by God to do great things
One of heavens angels with no visible wings
If you ever meet Quiao/Carlo then you will see
Why she/he is the definition of the greatest friend to me.
Quiao/Carlo,Thanks for always being there for me
You have shown me just how true friends should be!

Dedicated sa mga friends ko....

My Meaning

She was free spirted yet
a special and beautiful lady,
With God's plan she helped
this man grow
Surrounded by all that is
good and glorious......

E'er so special with a true
meaning now it is time to say -
I have a Friend who cares
So much beauty living brings
Fields where small children run
Where foam on ocean waves go by
She's across the miles and comforts
my fears.

Never fails.....I can count on her
To take the hurt, from my breast
For the beauty in-the bright blue sky
The sweeping arc of her aura goes on endlessly.

I need to have an open heart
To let me magnify the splendors
Of a Friends path of life....
And yes put this Song In My Heart
THANKS FRIEND

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Your Title

I felt so empty inside last night,
When I didn't receive your call.

I felt like crying but instead...
I laid there staring at the wall.

We've been through a lot this year together,
And I know that it hurts to hear me reply

to your questions with WHATEVER
I honestly don't think that I want to ever understand,

That we could never be no more than just friends.
Is that what your title will always remain?

Because whenever I look at you, I don't feel the same.
I took a picture of you and held it real close to my heart.

I prayed that we'd always be together.
And yet, were falling apart.

I told myself that I wouldn't cry
whenever you decided to let go.

And if you were to ask me if I cared about you,
the answer would never be NO.

I love you FRIEND.
And that title is all you'll ever be.

Instead I promise to never let you leave my heart or become a faded memory.
Because I know that deep down inside, you will always be apart of me.

A Thanks to my Friends

Thank you for being there when I needed you...
and even when I didn't,

Thank you for being there through the good times...
and the bad,

Thank you for being there to encourage my dreams....
and my crazy ideas,

Thank you for catching me...
before I fell down,

Thank you for wiping away the tears...
when I was crying,

Thank you for cheering me up...
and making me laugh,

Thank you for all the great memories...
and the bad,

But most of all... thank you...
For being you!

Somewhere the Sun is Shining

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and the clouds are not in sight.

Somewhere someone's laughing,
and talking about what might.

What might have been another year,
for us to spend together.

What might have been another time,
that I could cherish forever.

Somewhere two people laugh and joke,
and carry on all day.

Talk about their past and future,
in an extraordinary way.

They talk about the last few years,
and how they made a bond.

They found it funny they both were different,
but both especially fond.

Fond of each other everyday,
so genuine and true.

A friend to tell of all your worries,
if ever you were blue.

To trust with all my secrets,
and keeping yours close to heart.

Knowing you will comfort me,
and sharing all our art.

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and we will meet again.

Become the friends we always were,
and talk about what's been.

Although you're gone I know you're here,
to help me through hard times.

Help me make the right decisions,
when I don't see the signs.

Somewhere the sun is shining,
and you will be in my heart.

For you were more like a sister to me,
and we shall never part.

This is the time to let you know,
how much I really cared.

I love you for you no matter what,
and cherish the moments that we shared.

WHAT IS A FRIEND

A friend is someone who understands and
someone you can trust.

They will listen to you both night and day without ever making a fuss.
A friend will stand by your side when you are right and sometimes when you are wrong.

They will hold you up when you are weak and provide support to make you strong.
A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way.

And when you have problems a true friend will kneel with you and pray.
A friend will stand by your side through thick and thin.

And whenever everyone have deserted you they still will be your friend.
A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true.

Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU.

Read your birth month!!

-------------JANUARY BABY--------------------

pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bor ed .
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth.
Stubborn.

----------FEBRUARY BABY --------------------

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest
and loyal. Determin ed to reach goals. Loves
fre ed om . Rebellious when restrict ed . Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

-----------------MARCH BABY --------------------

Attractive personality. sexy. Affectionate Shy and
reserv ed . Secretive. Naturally honest, generous
and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.
Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily anger ed .
Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness.
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up
feelings. Observant and assesses others.

------------------APRIL BABY -------------------

Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concern ed and detail ed . Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowl ed geable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer evryone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
traveling. Systematic. hott but has brains.

-----------------MAY BABY -----------------

Stubborn and hard-heart ed . Strong-will ed and
highly motivat ed . Sharp thoughts. Easily anger ed .
Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful phys ica lly and mentally. Firm Standpoint.
Ne ed s no motivation. Shy towards oppisite sex.
Easily consol ed . Systematic (left brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good
imagination. Good phys ica l. Weak breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children.
Hardworking. High spirit ed . If you repost this in the
next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone
you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

------------JUNE BABY -------------

You've got the best personality and are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt
and more than likely have an a very attractive
partner. a wick ed hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You
have a great choice in films, and may one day
become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!!

----------------JULY BABY --------------

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excit ed or tens ed .
Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily
consol ed . Honest. Concern ed about people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpr ed ictable.
Moody
and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at
times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsens ica l and unnecessary things.
Guides others phys ica lly and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods
about the past and the old friends. Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive
unless provok ed . Loves to be lov ed . Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.

------------AUGUST BABY ---------------

outgoing personality. takes risks. fe ed s on
attention. no self control. kind heart ed . self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to. has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily distract ed . Hates
not being trust ed . BIG imagination. loves to be
lov ed . hates studying. in ne ed of "that someone".
longs for fre ed om . rebellious when withheld or
restrict ed . lives by "no pain no gain" caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious.
independent. strong will ed . a fighter.

------------SEPTEMBER BABY ---------------

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional.
Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand.
---------------OCTOBER BABY -------------------

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner and phys ica l
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry
often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionat ed . Does
not care to control emotions. Unpr ed ictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND
sexiest of them all.

---------------NOVEMBER BABY --------------------

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards
your inner and outer beauty and independent
personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people
easily and very social in a group. Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the
greatest men are born in this month. If you ever
begin a relationship with someone from this month,
hold on to them because their one of a kind. repost
in 5 mins & you will excell in a major event coming
up sometime this month.

---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------

This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet compl ica t ed to know. Easily influenc ed by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to
dress up. Easily bor ed . Fussy. Seldom shows
emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.

I thought you felt the same way.
When we held each other I prayed you would stay.

I loved the way you looked at me.
I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

I thought you loved me undesirably.
Didn't you know you were my everything.

You were all I thought about.
In my mind there was no doubt.

Now I see your not in love.
It wasn't something from above.

You're with her now and you're happy.
I'm the one who's mopey and sappy.

That's ok though because if I had to pick the one to suffer
I'm glad it was me. I love you more than ever.

My love for you will never go away.
But to tell you that I would never say.

It's so hard to let you go.
But it's now time to move on slow.

So this is my goodbye.
My darling, my love, my only one.

This is the last time I will cry.

I tried to tell you I love you
but the words were hard to find.

I'm always thinking about you
you're the only one on my mind.

Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face
I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place.

There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no.
You wanted me to hold you but I

kept letting you go.
I'm afraid that I am not the guy

you've searched for all these years.
I will kindly leave now don't you cry

try to hold back your tears.
It's been so long I haven't seen you

for quite awhile
When I think of how we met it only

brings back your smile.
I remember when I held you then and

told you we'd never part
I loved you then I love you now and

I'll hold you in my heart.

The Unknown

He sits at her desk watching her crush
Watching him laugh, sing, the way he says his name

Making his smile as well just from hearing him
Wanting more than friendship

But knowning he can't have him
He loves another...another friend of theirs

Letting his heart break and mend again
He watches on being the unknown

All the things he feels for his crush
He may never know how he feels

Not wanting to ruin the friendship they have
So he sits an is silent saying not a word

For he is the unknown

remeber old times

remember i looked at u, u looked at me.
we had a love conection between us.
u told me u love me
i told u i love u
i gave u everything from me
u took all away
u had to leave me
u never said good-bye
but 2 years later i see u
i wrote to u
it said i love u
u said no
later then we never talk to each other
we just say hi or good-bye
5 months later u say i love u
but i moved one just like u did to me
well guess what ur the one with a broken heart just like me

Never Again

He's walking away from me.
His back is tense, and I know he's angry with me.
I suppose he's got a right to be angry.
He's looking back at me now with that look in his eyes.
The look that says I've disappointed him again.
I know I'm a coward for not even trying.
He's been waiting twenty years,
and I can't even try.

He's getting in his truck,
Heading back to that empty place he calls home.
Soon I'll have to go back to my own empty life,
and wait for the next time we can see each other again.
It's not so different from what we've done for the last two decades.
Except, I have this awful feeling that something's going to happen.
This feeling is so over powering,
making it hard to breathe.

Every second takes him
further and further away from me.
I want to go after him.
I want to beg him to stay
and never leave my side.
Why couldn't I just tell him what he wanted to hear?
Why couldn't I just tell him I love him?

Instead, I say nothing.
I do nothing.
I just stand and watch him disappear,
not having the courage to call him back.

A tear runs down my cheek.
Somehow, I know,
deep in my soul,
I will never
See him again.